(Reading on Facebook? Please click here to be taken to this entry as it ought to look: https://www.xanga.com/serenitymine) You know those camera shots of tennis matches where you see hundreds of heads in a stadium shifting back and forth in unison to follow the action? Well, I feel like my emotional head has been swiveling […]
Life has been so full since my last hurried entry–but not full of weeping and wailing, as some of you might have worried, given the news I received last Friday. The first evening after the news was…rough. I prayed. I considered my options. I crumpled up and threw away the mental notes I’d been making: […]
UPDATE: I was sitting on the floor of my bedroom this evening, trying to choose a song to sing on Sunday, when the phone call from my beloved doctor came. The biopsies she took two days ago revealed another active cancer site… She couldn’t give me a plan of attack, not until further discussion and […]
(Reading on Facebook? Please click here for the correct layout and colors… https://www.xanga.com/serenitymine) “Find rest, O my soul, in God alone. My hope comes from Him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; He is my fortress– I WILL NOT BE SHAKEN.” Psalm 62 God is good. He is my strength. He is my […]
Side-note: yes, I will indeed be having surgery #4 (or #7, depending on how you’re counting) on Wednesday. Please pray for my 10:45 wire insertion and my 2:30 lumpectomy/biopsy. I’m not worried–haven’t been for any of the surgeries so far–but I’m getting a little weary of the whole thing! I’m even going to try not […]
(Reading on Facebook? Please click here to see photos and layout in a less confusing format: https://www.xanga.com/serenitymine) Photo note: most pictures included in this post are of the “before and after” school of illustration. I figured a entry on hindsight warranted a study in chronological perspective. **************** I walked into my new dorm with a […]
(Reading on Facebook? Please click here to be taken to my blog and see this entry as it ought to look: https://www.xanga.com/serenitymine) I sat in the examining room this afternoon, after my surgeon (Dr. Diehl) had left, and shook my head in stunned disbelief. When I wrote in this blog last week, my course of […]
(Reading on Facebook? Please click on this link to see the post as it ought to look!https://www.xanga.com/serenitymine) I received a note today from a friend in France who told me, “You are a model of The Faith for us all.” (Picture shoulder-scrunching, face-contorting cringe) Although I am grateful for the encouragement of the words, I […]
There are some statements that make me cringe… – “Not that it matters” (my mom’s favorite, usually uttered right after saying something that really does matter…to her!) – Get over it! (Uh—no. Identify it, process it, THEN get over it…) – A little bit won’t hurt you. (Sure depends on a little bit of “what” […]
I’ve been waiting to name this leg of my McJourney until I had enough information to give it a meaningful monicker. After another long day in the Cancer Center yesterday, armed with both sobering and relieving information, there is only one possible name for this unexpected and challenging experience with cancer, one that will be […]